Sunday, December 31, 2017

Sixteen Again


Sixteen Again

Drove west to help a friend...
and put on The Byrds.
For nearly an hour
I was 16 again.
Volume up, bass thumping
Singing harmony with Jim and David
Turn Turn Turn
Mr. Tambourine Man
Anthems that had rocked my world.
I sang as only a 66 year old man
Can sing 50 year old songs
And I was 16 again.

Apple Picking


Apple Picking

Its a long drive to Romeo
just to pick apples
but
the sun shone all afternoon
and my wife was beside me
and the apples waited for us.
Our up stretched hands beckoned them.
Come down we said
and they did. 

We two



She plays the piano
and if I know the song
I’ll join her, singing.
Her fingers falter sometimes
and my voice,
well, its begun to falter too.
We are of an age
She and I.

May 1972


May 1972


After Dad died
          I had dreams about him
Still alive
and I would run to him
hug him deliriously
          Daddy, I would cry
and awaken, tear sodden.
Then one time I told him
Dad
          In my dream I told him
Dad
      you died
                  you can’t keep coming back.
 
And I never saw him anymore.

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Canoe and Cranes


The bow of the canoe is laden with water
Autumn rain having fallen the night before.
I bail four or five gallons out
From the slanting hull
That points toward the wind ruffled lake.

On the distant shore, the trees are on fire.

I shove off and drift a moment,
Taking in the gentle rock of the broad beam
On wavelets
Where the light glitter dances across the water.

Water so shallow I push off the bottom,
Gondolier on a big pond,
Sand and muck and weeds,
Till I reach the deeper water,
Deep like prayer at midnight,
Dark and still.

Left side, left side
Right side, right side
Metronomic, the paddle blade
Thrusts aside the water
Trailing diamonds off its tip,
Gentle arpeggios of droplets
Scattering ripples in my wake.

The swans,
Cob, pen and cygnet
Trail me for a few moments
And then turn tail toward the west
And home or to find sustenance
In pondweed, stonewort, wigeon grass,
Who can say.

I stroke for the far shore,
Taking in the fading cattails,
The blazing maples,
And blink at the dazzle on the water
 
At the southern shore shallow water
And the sandy bottom emerges again
Sandhill cranes standing still
And some
With a sudden thrust of broad wings
Leap to the air
Others
Eye me with some caution or curiosity
Who can say
And stalk away on stilts through the shallows

Once only a pair graced this little lake
But after five rounds of the sun
Now a good four dozen
Bring in the morning with clattering calls across flat water
Maybe naming the clouds or the younglings
Or the reeds and cattails
Who can say. 

Turning back, eventually
When my arms began to burn,
The breeze comes up and
The shallow aluminum hull
Thrums like a bowed string and
Swings ninety
Before I can compensate.

the wind takes the left side
And I the right, picking a point on shore
And dipping into the water
When the bow swings starboard
It’s harder than it sounds,
Given no keel,
This beamy boat is slave to any zephyr.

Back in shallow water
I shove hard till the bow
Noses onto the grass
And I drag it up from the shore

Until another time.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Northern Lights


Boy sits by the window
Must be 11 maybe 12
Starboard side of the west bound flight
 
Night outside
The prop engines spew blue flames
As the pistons churn
 
Face to the glass
Hands cupped around eyes
Against the cabin lights
He sees them
 
Astounding glowing sheets of pale green
Waving swaths of luminous lavender
And this boy has no idea what these are
A riddle for  a midnight flyer
 
Streamers of pale yellow that turn and twist
Red ribbons that dance and sway
Mouth open, watching
While his family slept a few feet away
 
Unknowing

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Three Miles In The Rain




 
 

Three miles in the rain
A sky blue umbrella overhead
And a cold rain whispers down on to it.
Along the lake shore
Mallards float indifferently
Amid the patters falling all around them.
If I tilt my head back far enough
I can wash my face
And the water trickles down my chest
Where the raincoat is open.
Swans take to wing
Paddling frantically while wide white wings
Fight gravity and tenacious water
And eventually, released, glide to the farther shore.
 
 

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

For Chloe


We’ve all been there
In that quiet place
When a friend takes their last breath
When the storm of illness and pain
Is over
And though our hearts break
We could not bear to see the suffering
Even one more hour

So passed our little friend Chloe
Thirteen years on
Thin, listless, curled into herself
A mere shadow of what she once was

Once her black coat shone like obsidian
And felt like silk
Once she greeted us at the door
Begged food from our plates
Brought warmth to our hearts and laps
Once she nuzzled and licked my gray goatee
And played chase-the-string with abandon
And slept under the covers if we let her

It broke our hearts to let her go yesterday
But we knew her time on earth was over
And when we brought her tired body home from the vet
We wrapped her in an old pillowcase
And found a place in the garden to lay her
Deep and undisturbed
And just a few feet over lies Hobbes who was 18
And down in the terrace is Pippin who left us at only 3

Even as I write this, my heart is aching,
My eyes are burning.
And for the first time in over 16 years,
I am without a cat
We are without a cat
 
Can anyone tell me something that will stop the hurt? 
 

Sunday, February 26, 2017

We Walked By Starlight


 

We walked by starlight
The several of us
One house to another
On dark dirt roads
Where ne’er shone a light.

We walked by starlight
Carrying wine and friendship
To see the neighbors.
And share our happy hearts.

We laughed in whispers
Fearing our voices might be too bright
And take the starlight from our eyes.
Our feet knew the road sure
Scarce making a susurration with a scuff
And we moved like shadows.

One held another’s hand and
The farther the walk, the plainer the way
As we inhaled the dark
Becoming dark, that starlight would
Shine brighter.
We walked by starlight
With wine and friendship and happy hearts.